AUTO PILOT

Turning Pain into Power / Healing Part II - Quick Tip

In a world where we can trust no one and no one can trust us, who do we turn to?

In this weeks retrograde...

When the moon’s eclipse is making ex’s return, sending you financial abundance and granting many wishes; Mars, Jupiter and the moon’s retrogrades don’t seem to affect me. I think my zodiac’s natal chart flew off the grid somewhere. How has this retrograde impacted you?

Recently, I went for a jog and stared at the men playing football on the field. I scanned them, assumed and labeled them all to be ‘fuck boys.’ Denounced the idea of marriage, refused to be anyone’s baby mama so rejected the thought of being a mother too. Then I noticed there’s a bug infecting my entire generation by having a pessimistic outlook on having and sustaining a healthy relationship.

So were back here again; on trust. Trust issues is indeed a thing! Everyone’s saying it because everyone’s damaged. No ones admitting it but a nice chunk of us have become the toxic thing that made us toxic in the first place. Spiritual, emotional and mental contamination is real. Because we are a product of our environment; constantly hearing, seeing or experiencing negative stuff regularly; (especially from people who share our intimate lives with) makes a humongous impact on how we view ourselves and people in general. So put your thoughts and feelings in a hazmat suit.

Damage may have happened so long ago that we got cozy and forgot who we were when we aren't operating outside of pain.

While having trust issues-at face value-is a negative thing, it can be a great thing later on. A tool to aid you in your healing journey.

If you can’t trust anyone that means you are operating out of fear. Fear is designed to keep you safe and that’s all your ‘trust issues’ are. Your heart chakra on auto pilot trying to emotionally protect YOU until you begin to heal again. But don’t let others fear of trusting you be a reason your doing obscene things for them to trust you; or vice versa.

Otherwise, your questioning of others is ultimately putting your emotional and mental health FIRST!

So question everything.

Warmly,

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